Fighting really hard against a lot of body memory and lucid dreams. No, we don't wanna get raped again. But part of it is your worst fear. Nobody is going to help you.
You have two choices. Fight back or die.
Now, fight this all day long. AND, do everything else.
How do you cope with this? How do you cope with others who think they mean well. But frankly they don't know when to shut up to stop triggering others?
Protect yourself at all costs.