NOTE: This blog contains one person's daily fight against PTSD from being raped. Sometimes I use "triggers" (sights, sounds, etc.) to get points across. If these bother you, stop reading. Otherwise, keep going and thanks for the support.
What's going on? Are you surviving the extremes in the stock market, election and more? Lately dissociating has been a real pain in the ass to deal with. You fight to keep some sense of balance. And it feels like nobody (other than your therapist?) can be bothered to listen. Why can't you have one day free of symptoms? Other survivors say these cycles are normal. But then again, it would be nice to have one day free of this s**t.
Other good stuff. The big WBAI-FM interview went over well. And this time, only two or three calls (instead of the usual 15 to 20). It's good that this made people stop and think what it's like for a guy rape survivor. If you or someone else wants a copy of this, get in touch. It's available in 4 formats: podcast, MP3, CD or tape.
Also, I'll try and catch up on links to save you time and help you when you need it the most. I can't be responsible for all changes in all links. So instead, if you know of a dead link or something else that's happened, post a message and I'll change it.
Anythign else on your mind? If you post a comment, remember that no master data base is kept here. It's all anonymous.