Lots of bases to cover today. The job search mix is try everything. You never know where the next callback will come from.
As for symptoms and other stuff to battle, we still take breaks and screen everything. Keep in mind that you're not responsible for making everyone else understand about what it's like to be a trauma survivor. You do what you can and protect yourself in the process.
Dissociating is still there. At times there's some clarity. At others, it's like a soundtrack that just won't go away (for whatever reason).
We'd like to have one day with no graphic lucid dreams to have to fight off. Is that too much to ask?