Staying home for a while before going out and more job hunting. We finally got past the stomach flu.
But also, today it's nice and quiet. There's literally nothing to watch or read online that's not a threat. This means music in short segments before it's too much. Why is it too much? We're not sure.
However, everything else is a threat. Hyperawareness, dissociating and fighting to focus are still there. Additives and caffeiene are too much. If we have some of those, sometimes we hallucinate. We won't trigger you here with the specifics. But, there's some connection. Exactly what we're not sure.
Protect yourself at all costs. Especially right now.