Fighting hard to not snap in two. One minute there's some clarity. Then crippling despair.
We try not to dwell on the nightmares. The lucid dreams. Literally no one paying attention and laughing in our face as we turn away and scream to not fall apart.
Which means protection. Keep going in a positive direction to maintain our balance. There's no one specific thing that my multiples or little kid is trying to get out. It's a matter of all the trauma coming out.
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