Taking things in small segments. I still have to fight to not dissociate when I wake up in the morning. Then, try to not black out during the day as you fight all the other symptoms and deal with everything else.
Despite everything that's happened and continues to happen, we did nothing wrong. We're not "weird" in any way. All of this is a normal response to long-term untreated symptoms. Despite that, at times it's still a challenge to go out someplace and not feel threatened in some way.
While there's nothing I can do about it, there's still a feeling of abandonment at times. Can I literally trust anybody? Or, is everybody lying to me?
Enjoy your weekend.