Almost blacked out this morning. Lots of severe dissociating and not knowing what's real and what's not. Then finally a break and now some sense of balance again.
Trust your intuition and stay away from all of the "in-depth global news analysis" from (fill in the blank). Because it's not.
Everything still feels really raw. Everything has to be edited (even at times what seems to be ok). Then again, you have to pay attention to important signs like that.
Back to the job hunting. Have a nice day.