It's a World Cup weekend. The States and U.K. played to a 1-1 draw. The U.K. fans can't believe they didn't win. The Stateside MSM trashes soccer UNTIL the World Cup. Then, it's the "greatest game in the world". We are naturally superior in everything. And so on...
How are your symptoms these days? Today there's more backed up anger, lucid dreams. And sometimes you turn everything off and just look out the window. We fight really hard to not black out. And sometimes we're so exhausted that we think we will.
But you don't have that luxury. We go out and sometimes we hide in a bathroom and scream to try and focus again. You're in a crowded store and THIS CLOSE to snapping. Is everyone around you a psycho rapist that wants to kill you? Probably not. Yet, how do you not snap when you talk to someone and have lucid dreams about them trying to rape and kill you?
We're still fighting to keep our balance.