Lots of job leads, everywhere you look. The trick is trying to stay focused and pace yourself as symptoms flare up. Some moments are ok. Others are paralyzing.
There's still sadness and a feeling of being an outsider looking at your own life. Why do these keep replaying? I'm not sure. Having said that, it's still rough to try and handle.
At times you just sit and cry. Then, try to keep your balance and keep going.