Saturday, March 14, 2015

Peace and Quiet

No noise right now. I don't want to be bombarded with triggering painful stuff. I just want to feel safe in my own home.

How do you feel in yours? Even though there's nobody else here, I still wake up in the middle of the night and search every room, just to be sure. If you go out, you have to have a plan. Just in case something happens. Flashbacks in crowded places still happen. You try and focus on another person talking to you. At the same time, you fight a lucid dream of them trying to going down on you and then kill you.

How do you deal with that?

You just want to feel safe.

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