Trying to keep some sense of being grounded. However, it's a real battle to not fall apart. Flashbacks and body pain still happen. Adrenalin surges also happen. You have to struggle to not feel like you have no sense of balance. You feel like you have severe MS or some other condition. I don't have MS or some neurological condition (as far as I know). But the struggle is still there.
On really bad days, I'm almost stuck. You're afraid to go out of the house because what happens then? Your symptoms are equal to the severity of your trauma.
I'm not crazy.