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Dissociating is really harsh today. Sometimes it feels like my whole body is going to short out. Or I'll black out and then wonder where am I? I'm not sure if this is just a part of healing from abuse. Or is it something else?
The frustration is still there. Nobody really wants to listen. So just go off in the corner and shut up. But I refuse to give them the satisfaction.