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A REAL fight all day today. Dissociating, adrenalin surges and it took FORVER to be aware of where I was. Then, how do I get past this? What normally takes ten seconds for others takes a hour for me. Will I EVER get past this? Endless fear and almost desperation.
And on top of that, you have to keep in mind that 99.9% of the world DOES NOT want to listen. So what do you do? Is the fear always there?