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Had another meeting with my multiples and little kid. The emptiness is still there and we wonder, will it always be there? We go thru the motions and still the teror is there. Nobody listens, nobody cares. Nobody wants to be seen with you, touch you or reassure you in any way. You go thru the motions and wonder, what do I do now?
My therapist says that eventually things will improve. But still the fear and terror won't go away. I wonder if he has nightmares?