Tuesday, May 27, 2008

A Rough Day Back

NOTE: This blog contains explicit material and occasional "triggers"(sights, sounds and more) that could be disturbing to trauma survivors. If this bothers you, stop reading. Otherwise, keep going and thanks for the support.

Symptoms are really rough today. In some ways just as bad as a year ago. Also, sometimes I feel like I'm outside my body. I've already died and I'm looking back at my life. Is this a underlying sign of a potential suicide? I don't want to do it. But I'm not sure why this has happened.

Tomorrow it's back to therapy. And due to money problems I may have to stop for a while. We'll see what happens.

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