5 appointments this week. We're trying to get some sleep, but not much luck. I wake up every few hours, and then what do you do? Try to focus and have some sense of energy.
How is your trying to protect yourself? Does it feel like you're being bombarded all the time with pain? That's the flip side of moments of clarity. Then, you have nothing to hide behind.
Sometimes I just sit and try to not dissociate. You're being bombarded with a million different images, and you don't want to black out. Sometimes that's my whole day. Fight to not black out.
What else can you do.