It's been a really rough 48 hours. Almost didn't get any sleep last night due to almost blacking out from flashbacks and anger. Today, we just feel empty and exhausted. Don't give into lots of sugar. Instead, try to stick to holistic stuff.
Despair is still there. It feels like nothing is safe to watch. We still have to screen everything. However, we're also sticking to our belief that we don't want this hanging over our head forever. Just keep going and try to keep your balance.