Staying home right now and time to write. Then to clean. After that, more tea.
Just got back from some morning shopping. And I actually turned down a lot of really sweet stuff. Do I really want about 100 packets of sugar in my system right now? No I don't. Instead, try to focus on some sense of balance.
One minute there's some sense of balance. Then, despair and crippling emptiness and abandonment. However, we're being told that none of this is abnormal in any way.
Screen everything. Set boundaries. We still want some sense of validation and relief from horrible pain. All in tiny 10 second splits.