Friday, January 15, 2016

Don't Dissociate

Fighting hard to not slip and violently dissociate. No, I want to be with real people. I don't want to disappear and have no idea of where I am. Pain hits and you focus hard to protect yourself. You have no other choice.

I want to feel safe in my own home. Not dissociating for hours and having no idea of where I am, what time is it, or anything else.

I don't want to be scared.

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