Fighting symptoms all day long. Also, occasional psychosis symptoms as well. Examples. Thinking someone's trying to break in and kill us. Feeling like we're possessed and a monster's going to destroy us. It's like fighting pain all day long.
But the fact that I know they're there, they're not real and that they bother me is a scary but good sign. If I didn't care, then I'd be a total sociopath. Which I'm not.
We just want to feel safe. When was the last time we actually got some sleep at night? Can't remember.