A long day with dealing with symptoms. Went to an early birthday lunch with some family. While I appreciated the gesture, I'd like to have time for me. You try and focus as you're being bombarded with pain. You try and focus so you won't dissociate.
Keep your diet balanced, and see if it helps to deal with symptoms. It's still exhausting as you deal with anger, frustration, and trying not to attack people. You have to fight.
Pain is always there. You fight to focus and not dissociate. You just want to have a moment of clarity. But the battle never stops.