Another day of fighting symptoms. We have circulation pain from heart failure. Arthritis. Cirrhosis of the liver. Complex dissociative disorder. Some days you feel like you have some sense of balance. On others you're one step short of killing yourself.
That's one key to remember. One tiny trigger not dealt with can lead to suicide. It won't in my case. But in that moment of despair there's a difference between acting logically and acting to end pain.