Trying really hard to not dissociate or black out. If you don't, you feel run down and empty. It takes a huge amount of energy to do the smallest things.
Then again, it has to come out.
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All trauma survivors have one thing in common. They ask, what about me? How come nobody wants to listen to my pain? Why other won't listen, I don't know. But here, you can be heard.
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1 comment:
Ask what can I do. May be it is only get out of bed. Maybe just a shower. But that is something and you did all you could. Good job. Dont feel guilty about doing all that you could.
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