This blog is one person's fight against PTSD from repeated rape. Occasionally "triggers" (sights, sounds and more) are used to get points across. If these bother you, stop reading now. Otherwise, keep reading and thanks for the support.
How's your Gloabl Big Discount Day? Here in the States people lined up at midnight to be the first in a store and get a small gift card for their trouble. Usually it's a small amount ($25). Why not $25,000 to get some motivation (know what I'm saying)?
Still fighting to keep a balance. Everything has to be edited to protect against triggers. The despair still hits at times. But what else can you do but fight back?
How do you stop flashbacks and lucid dreams. Sometimes physical memory comes back too. Getting f****d in the ass. the sick a*****e that raped me going down on me, and other sick stuff. Why does this come back? Because it's my multiples and little kid's way to get the trauma out.
What helps you to handle this? Also, please feel free to link this blog everywhere you think it will help. It's content and promotion :).