Sorry to be away for a while. We'll try to post regularly.
How's your time zone been this past week? How's your balance? In our case, it's a matter of trying to deal with the full reality of the severity of being raped.
It feels at times like everything is hitting at once. There's despair, abandonment and feeling like almost everything is black.
Does anyone want to admit that we exist?
On the other hand, we're trying to say thanks for many things that are improving. Feeling like you have control over your life again. Now we have the fulltime job to build part time hours around. We have our home.
However, we also have PTSD symptoms.
Then again, it's not our fault.
A suggestion. Regardless of where you are in your healing, please don't cut yourself off from support that listens to you and helps.
Have a great 24 hours.