Triggering Stuff is Everywhere

No TV today. Everywhere you look it's the Las Vegas shooting. The death toll continues to go up. But NOBODY is screaming gun control RIGHT NOW. Instead, it's "not appropriate". It's the wrong time? Really? Tell that to the spirits of those who died. Tell that to the surviving grieving families and friends. Instead, money from the gun lobby always comes first. Right manufacturers are ECSTATIC. Why? Because after mass shootings, gun sales ALWAYS go up. In our current capitalist society, that always comes first. Just make sure you maintain spin control on this.

Symptoms are always there. Today, stay away from TV. Instead, protect yourself. One minute there are moments of clarity. Then horrible despair. But we did nothing wrong. We can't handle our pain and the pain of the world all at the same time.

Do you feel like you see all of the hypocracy in the world?

  

Constant Exhaustion

Fight symptoms and don't dissociate. You can't let your guard down. There's constant exhaustion. We still do other things to try and keep stress down. But the pain is always there. Small things take an enormous amount of energy. You have to fight.

Protect yourself.

Trying to Focus

Burnout is always there. Just like all the other symptoms. Don't dissociate. Don't let your guard down to then black out. You have no idea of where you are. You have to protect yourselves.

Screen everything and stay safe.