NOTE: This blog talks about the struggles of one rape survivor's battle with PTSD. Occasionally "triggers" are used to make a point (sights, sounds, and more).
If these bother you, stop reading now. Otherwise, keep going and thanks for the support.
I know. Long time, no posts. Busy with finding the new job, going back to therapy. And nasty dissociating.
I still fall down, cry and d0n't know what to do. You fight to keep a balance and do the right thing. And what happens? It feels like the whole world is beating down on you. And nobody cares. So shut up and deal with it. But under NO circumstances will you ever do this around anyone else.
What are you supposed to do?