Is it a breakthrough? We don't know. It feels like the full reality of how severe our symptoms have been is finally hitting. You feel empty and don't know what to do. It's still there.
You're paralyzed and not sure of what to say or do. It's not your fault. Yet, aside from two live therapists that helped for short periods of time, there's literally almost no one else that has helped.
Anger, frustration and fighting to not black out.
You have to keep your sense of balance. Flashbacks come out of nowhere. Do you know where you are? Sometimes we don't.
What do we do now?