Lots of Pain

Woke up in the middle of the night with severe circulation pain in my foot. Went to one of my GP's earlier today. She says it's blood buildup due to taking one of my meds. No exercise and as little pressure as possible on it while it heals.

There's circulation pain. Flasbacks. Torture flashbacks. Anal pain. Nightmares. Paralysis where you open your eyes, and you can't move. You have to focus your energy and try to shock your system back into working.

You just want some relief and to feel safe.