It's a High Triggering Content Day

Triggering stuff is everywhere. Screen everything. Fight symptoms and don't let your guard down so you'll slip and dissociate. It'll just make pain worse.

Stay safe.

Triggering Stuff is Everywhere

No TV today. Everywhere you look it's the Las Vegas shooting. The death toll continues to go up. But NOBODY is screaming gun control RIGHT NOW. Instead, it's "not appropriate". It's the wrong time? Really? Tell that to the spirits of those who died. Tell that to the surviving grieving families and friends. Instead, money from the gun lobby always comes first. Right manufacturers are ECSTATIC. Why? Because after mass shootings, gun sales ALWAYS go up. In our current capitalist society, that always comes first. Just make sure you maintain spin control on this.

Symptoms are always there. Today, stay away from TV. Instead, protect yourself. One minute there are moments of clarity. Then horrible despair. But we did nothing wrong. We can't handle our pain and the pain of the world all at the same time.

Do you feel like you see all of the hypocracy in the world?

  

Fighting to Not Dissociate

Really struggling to not dissociate. It's easy to slip and then dissolve. You have no idea of what time it is or where you are. You can't let your guard down. You have to protect yourself.

Had another severe reaction to sugar. Is this a symptom of one type of cancer? Or something else. Tomorrow we go see the new GP. Then the colonoscopy happens at the end of the month.

Stay safe.

No Power for 6 Months and More

Right now, Puerto Rico has no power. Anywhere. Destruction everywhere. Good luck in trying to find a working phone line. Maybe ham radio connections. We'll see.

While we can't save the world all by ourselves, you try to be aware and care. But your well being comes first. At times we turn everything off. We want no noise. We just want to feel safe in our own home.

Protect yourself.